David

by wallynut on February 11, 2012

I started off as I usually do, jogging along the shore. The sun isn’t exactly in the sky; rather there is a hazy light, similar to dusk. I decided to sprint, faster and faster, until I was so exhausted I couldn’t move another muscle, and I collapsed on the sand. I could hear music in the distance, but I was too tired to get up. But I listened intently, and I heard it more distinctly. It was a male voice singing, in perfect pitch, clear, piercing notes interspersed with laughter. It was very strange. The laughter wasn’t exactly pleasant, not a cackling, but there was no real substance to it. However the singing was pure, no doubt about it. I looked up and saw a face looking down at me. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up to my feet. I thought perhaps I knew the man, but couldn’t place him. He was tall, blond, and eager to talk to me. He was wearing running shorts and a colorful scarf, barefoot and hat-less. His hair was in his eyes and he flipped his head so he could see me better.

We started walking together along the shore. He was talking rapidly. I strained to listen but couldn’t understand him. It seemed he was speaking English, and I kept thinking that if I tried harder, I would comprehend, but after awhile I gave up, deciding that it was gibberish. Except for when he pulled me up from the sand, he hadn’t looked directly at me. It was becoming clear to me that he was drifting off somewhere else, not an uncommon experience for folks in this place. I stopped in my tracks to see if he would notice. He kept walking for maybe twenty steps then stopped, looked around, saw me and began walking back to me. I could see his face go from surprise, to anger, to sadness, to fear and settled on surprise. When he got up to me, I held out my hand and said, “I’m Wally.”

He reacted automatically, saying his name was David, and we shook. His handshake was limp. “I’m a singer,” he told me. His speech was clear as a bell now. “I am famous, with millions of devoted fans. I cannot even set foot in a city without thousands surrounding me. That is why I come to the beach here, to have some peace and quiet.” His look had a kind of desperateness to it now, waiting for my response.

I learned long ago that it is impossible for me to lie in this place, and that I can tell instantly when another entity is telling the truth. He was not. It didn’t bother me, of course, but as a way to avoid wasting time I said, “It’s OK you know, but I thought it would save you time and energy to let you know that I can tell that you are lying. It has something to do with the nature of this place.”

David froze. Again, his a face went through many contortions, so fast this time that I was unable to distinguish the different emotions or moods. “It might not be easy,” he replied, “but perhaps I could practice telling the truth.”

“Only if you think it would help,” I replied. “It’s completely up to you.”

David looked around, as if seeing this place for the first time. “What is this place anyway? Where the hell am I?”

Shifts in awareness like that cause immediate changes in this place. As I looked around I could see throngs of angelic beings approaching David, of all shapes and sizes. Some appeared almost physical, solid. Others were ephemeral. My thought was that each was vibrating at a different frequency, all trying to match the changing energy signature of David. One seemed to succeed the best. I saw her as female, tall, bald, charcoal-colored skin, wearing a long pink and purple gown with maybe a dozen flowing silk scarfs floating around her. She nodded to me and approached David. It was obvious that he saw her. All of a sudden, unexpectedly, he opened his arms and sighed. She enveloped him and they both disappeared, like in Star Trek when someone beams away.

It happened so suddenly I was caught off guard. I noticed all the other angels drifting away. I casually wondered why none of them ever spoke to me, but of course it didn’t bother me. I figured they had their reasons. I suspect it had to do with the fact that I was still embodied, and they respected my privacy. Anyway, I felt incredibly blessed and content, happy at what I had learned about truth-telling. I lay down in the soft warm sand and took a little nap.

 

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Janis and Wally: parallel dancing

by wallynut on July 13, 2011

Janis Joplin“It wasn’t my intention to leave like I did,” Janis was lying on her side in the sand looking out at the lake. She and I had been rolling and rolling in the sand. Her hair was everywhere, gritty with sand but she, of course, didn’t care, nor did I at this point. When I first met her, I didn’t realize she was Janis Joplin, “the” Janis Joplin.

She simply appeared to be one of the lost ones, roaming around near the water like so many others: running, laughing, crying, lying still in a fetal position, spacing off like she was viewing something important off in the distance. I usually ignore the lost ones when I take my jog along the shore. Most don’t even see me, and I am typically more focused on the rhythm of the waves and the glare of the sun. That was why I focused on Janis, as I saw her one day with her eyes closed, listening for the sound of the waves. I had to stop and see if she would chat a little. I wasn’t surprised when she didn’t acknowledge my presence, but there was something about her that captivated me.

I developed the habit of sitting with her every morning, choosing to take a break from my jog whenever I spotted her. I like to think that I tamed her, in the “Little Prince and the fox” sense.

Then one day she looked up and I thought she saw me. There was the slightest suggestion of a smile on her face, then she shut down again. But it gave me hope. After several more “days” she did it again, and this time she looked into my eyes, then jumped back, afraid. How could I possibly have recognized her at that point? I had come to believe that Janis Joplin would be afraid of nothing. She certainly hadn’t shown it in public during her short lifetime.

Changes, once they start, tend to accelerate rather quickly in this place. The next important development occurred when she began to take more of an interest in the space around us. She started nodding her head with the rhythm of the waves. Then one day, all of sudden, she jumped up and started dancing. We still had not exchanged a word. Of course I jumped up also and danced. I didn’t touch her. We each danced alone, but near each other. Parallel play is what they call it at Head Start. I must say it was elating, a thrill, a rush that is difficult to describe in words. “Wally and Janis, parallel dancing,” – perhaps a good title for a blog entry?

O.K. back to the moment after the sand rolling. These were her first words, “It wasn’t my intention to leave like I did.” It was at that moment that I recognized her. “Janis? Janis Joplin?” I asked and felt foolish, presuming that somehow I knew her when she was alive. “That’s me,” she said, and jumped up and started running along the beach. Of course I chased her, and when I caught up with her, we rolled in the sand again. We still had never touched each other.

I was eager to hear more. There were so many questions I wanted to ask. Instead, I shared, telling her how important her music had been to me, how her passion, her sassiness and courage inspired me and so many others. She listened carefully, laughing quietly. “The memory is there, but so far away. Why should that be important now?” She was so serious all of a sudden.

Lying is not really an option for me in this place, so I didn’t answer immediately. “I looked up to you because you were free,” I muttered.

“I thought I was free,” she spoke clearly and exactly, “but I let the alcohol and heroine control me, mostly the alcohol.”

“What the hell am I doing here?” She was intent and persistent, poking me in the chest, which was our first physical contact.

It was my turn to smile, and she understood that she had chosen this place, and now that she was aware, she could do whatever she wanted to do. She also, for the first time, realized that I was still alive, on Earth, embodied.

“Maybe I’ll come back,” she said, “or maybe not.” She gave me a sweet kiss on the cheek, bent her knees, and flew away, like Neo in Matrix, or Superman. I waved, and continued my jog, tears flowing down my cheeks.

 

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Here and There (Continued) – Caylee interviews Wally

July 9, 2011

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I haven’t posted for a while because I have been off on a long journey. I have thought to stop and share from time to time, but couldn’t find the words. I have arrived back home now and have had time to balance the energies of my trip enough so that I can now find [...]

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Joplin

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(I took my little dog Lucy for a walk this afternoon. My stomach was queasy and my balance was off. At one point I thought I would fall over from dizziness. I kept seeing images of Americans, my people, cheering in the streets at the death of their enemy. I then came across some scribbles [...]

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Little Demon Dude

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The veil opened up early this morning and I found a little colorful demon next to me in the bed. The colors were very bright and deep. It reminded me of one of the goofy demons in “Ghost Busters.” He sort of blinked in and out. I was not afraid, although a bit surprised. I [...]

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Riding a Turtle

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I was with many others and we needed to go a short distance. A flat turtle floats up and invited us on its back. We all sat on its back and it floated off toward our destination. The turtle was holding a great deal of weight. It pressed on its anus over and over which [...]

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